Random Thoughts

I should really try and write things down as they happen. Sometimes though, it is just impossible with 3 little ones underfoot.

My emotions have been all over the board lately and it makes me feel insane. I've been reading The Heroin Diaries by Nikki Sixx and can relate to the scattered thoughts. Only difference: he was high when he wrote his craziness and I'm not. Don't really know what is scarier here.

Right now, I have been feeling isolated. I'm with the kids all day, talk to my family & friends every so often...but I just feel all alone with my thoughts. I don't really talk to anyone, not even CW about what I'm feeling. Probably because I think he just doesn't care so I keep it to myself. How do I get out of this funk? When will this stop?

A Great Mother's Day

As some know my previous Mother's Days have well...left something to be desired. This year however CW and the Goobs really made my weekEND!!

On Saturday CW & I went out after 8 months sans the Goobers. Wow!! Actual conversation? With an adult?! And no one screamin for milk, carrots or Cheez-its?! Although while at the Japanese restaurant he did ask if I was sure we weren't home when a child a few tables away continued to cry for 15 minutes. Truthfully...I was just glad it wasn't ours. Afterward we walked the street to a store we used to frequent when we were...um..er..."younger" and I found a cute sweater that would match the new leopard pumps I just got (aside: Yes, Riki...bought 'em even with the 4" heel and all. LOVE them!!). So CW got that as part of my Mom's Day gift. As I've said before it is always nice to get out and reconnect with each other. Like a needed rain or sunshine.

On Sunday he went out (without my urging) and got breakfast (gotta grocery shop), a coffee and a newspaper. Miss Thing gave me a rose, Bubs gave me a mug that he colored and Wee One gave me his best toothless grin. See? I KNEW they just saved their horns for other days. lol And CW gave me a charm bracelet with the Goobers' initals on each locket.

Sometimes they can really throw me off guard. I love when they do! They are awesome!! And I really love them all. Thank you for making this Mother's Day the best ever!!